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What's happened?
It's really over this time?
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Do you guys have reliable information about this topic?What's happened?
It's really over this time?
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On previous years, the conditions I was living in was shitty, forcing and motivating me to be hardworker and accomplishing great things in terms of life.
But this year, I'm started to get paid well, few weeks ago i moved to a super cozy new house, this time with no roomates to be dealt with their dramas or distractions. I thought this would be my chance to work on myself and do things better.
But having much more money, and living in a super cozy house led to me being super comformist, lazy fuck.
At first, i found myself addicted to a shitty web browser game called hexanaut io. I was playing it for a very unhealthy amounts of time, I was unironically the 1st player on the leader board. I blamed the game for my hedonistic life so I blocked accessing the website from router so I'd never play it again.
Then found myself addicted to watching animes this time, I didn't watch any since 3 years, but completed 9 series (130+ episodes) only within few days. I now realized that the shitty web browser game or the animes were not to blame, but instead I'm sick in the mind finding any means of escapism or addiction no matter what I get rid of. Something is wrong in my head.
I've always been a person that is driven and motivated by the deadlines, but even the very close deadlines are not fueling me now.
This is normally the behaviour of the depressed people, but i'm not feeling sad or anything, i don't think i'm depressed.
But what is wrong with me then? How can i break this loop?
need advice
Hello /sig/bros. For the past few weeks I found myself in a loop where I'm living a hedonistic nihilistic life, always chasing gratification, became super lazy, doing nothing productive. Need your advice in getting out of this loop.On previous years, the conditions I was living in was shitty, forcing and motivating me to be hardworker and accomplishing great things in terms of life.
But this year, I'm started to get paid well, few weeks ago i moved to a super cozy new house, this time with no roomates to be dealt with their dramas or distractions. I thought this would be my chance to work on myself and do things better.
But having much more money, and living in a super cozy house led to me being super comformist, lazy fuck.
At first, i found myself addicted to a shitty web browser game called hexanaut io. I was playing it for a very unhealthy amounts of time, I was unironically the 1st player on the leader board. I blamed the game for my hedonistic life so I blocked accessing the website from router so I'd never play it again.
Then found myself addicted to watching animes this time, I didn't watch any since 3 years, but completed 9 series (130+ episodes) only within few days. I now realized that the shitty web browser game or the animes were not to blame, but instead I'm sick in the mind finding any means of escapism or addiction no matter what I get rid of. Something is wrong in my head.
I've always been a person that is driven and motivated by the deadlines, but even the very close deadlines are not fueling me now.
This is normally the behaviour of the depressed people, but i'm not feeling sad or anything, i don't think i'm depressed.
But what is wrong with me then? How can i break this loop?
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is there a sigup.net archive?
feels appropriate to ask here
didn't get to wget it in time
is there a sigup.net archive?
feels appropriate to ask here
didn't get to wget it in time
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